day 25- #next90challenge- Imagine me

I am surprisingly not too upset about the 600 dollars missing from my checking account.  I don't often check my accounts considering that I don't go anywhere.  I don't really buy anything and I don't have an income for any money to really go into an account.  So only thing I live on for my personal survival is the check I get from school and the support I get from my hubby.  I am slowly not attached to the the money.  I am just learning to totally depend on my father in heaven for all provision.  This is a process.  This is a slow process because I am not totally there yet.

"Imagine me, being free, trusting you totally
finally I can, imagine me . . ."

I think this is the lyric from Kirk Franklin's song "Imagine Me." Let me look it up . . .hold the line for a sec. . .

Okay I found it:

Imagine me, being free, trusting you totally, finally I can

Imagine me

I admit it was hard to see

You being in love with someone like me

But finally I can

Imagine me

Sometimes it is hard to imagine a better life for yourself when everything around you is falling apart.  But I know that God loves me and I know that he loves you.  I know that he has compassion for the ones who are suffering, hurting, and looking for answers to this life.  God is Good all the time, and all the time God is Good.  Thank you Kirk Franklin for being a light in this world.  Thank you for being obedient to the call and thank you for being the person you are to write such sentimental words.  We need this.  Thank you for being the vessel to carry God's love message.  Thank you Lord for your plan and your purpose and your inspiration for the world.  You know what you are doing.  We trust you totally.

Lord I trust that everything is Okay with the money.  I pray that everything turns out okay with this Corona virus.  I pray that people are healed and moved into your direction.  I pray that people learn to trust your plan.  I imagine a happy world who serves the most high God, not by force or coercion, but by the evidence of truth.

Imagine me
Loving what I see when the mirror looks at me 'cause I
I imagine me
In a place of no insecurities
And I'm finally happy 'cause
I imagine me

Letting go of all of the ones who hurt me
'Cause they never did deserve me
Can you imagine me?
Saying no to thoughts that try to control me
Remembering all you told me
Lord, can you imagine me?
Over what my mama said
And healed from what my daddy did
And I wanna live and not read that page again

Imagine me, being free, trusting you totally, finally I can
Imagine me
I admit it was hard to see
You being in love with someone like me
But finally I can
Imagine me

Being strong
And not letting people break me down
You won't get that joy this time around
Can you imagine me
In a world (in a world) where nobody has to live afraid?
Because of your love, fear's gone away
Can you imagine me?

Letting go of my past
And glad I have another chance
And my heart will dance
'Cause I don't have to read that page again