This week on the next 90 day challenge the Hollis Co. is talking about resilience. I am all about it. Someone tell me how to be resilient because I am tired. I am warn down. I am ready to take a nap. Rachelle says resilience is fighting through, picking yourself up and doing the hard things regardless of how hard they are. Today, I am trying to push myself. Today, I am trying to be resilient but I really want to take a nap . . .
But here I am writing and rambling about nothing much. I write all of the time just to get things out of my head. I was writing all these little weird notes and reflections to myself because I wanted to put them into my new book: Strange and Peculiar. I'm working on it. I have it on my to do list to send out my query letters. I just came from Walmart buying the paper. I have a list of agents to send the letters to. I don't know. I guess that I am scared. I am scared that I won't get the answer that I want. I'm going to try anyway because I know that I serve a God that wants the best for me in this land of opportunity. But more than that I serve a God who wants the world to know that God loves them. God has sent a loving gift that will save us from the evil governing of this world.
As I write, I am filled with the awesome understanding that I am privileged. Everyone doesn't have this opportunity to be home, in a house with electricity, plumbing, food, a computer and TV. I want to be in the position where my heart cares more for people in need then for my own well being. The Lord is working on me. I will try to be better at not complaining about how tired I am. Instead, I will be thankful that I have a bed to lay down in. Thank you Lord for placing me here. Help me help others who are praying for a better life. This is why I write. This is why I serve the Lord. This is why I will be resilient.
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